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Monday, November 29, 2004

wah..e choir farewell was a bit sianx sia..haha..bt when wanna go..i was a bit unwilling sia..haix..im sooooooooooooooo gonna miss my juniors..those tt spent time wif mi..n my choirmates..mrs low n mrs koh 2..ms lee leh..okok la..oop..*mi veri mean* went there aud dar was there liao..yeah..went wif yen dar n you mei..hehe..took pics n all..hehe..my remembrances of choir..yeah..oh ya..carol came oso leh..hehe..

tml grad dinner liao..scared will get emotional sia..haha..aunt ask mi put mascara *dun noe hw spell* bt horx..beta dun put..haha..lata if cry horx..become worse den panda..hehe..so ya..put a bit of make up can liao..tml gg up stage take certficate it ink..wah so paiseh..haha..oh well.. anyway tml im gonna haf fun..!! i'll miss my sec life soooooooooooo much man..*sigh* 2 all my frdx..tc n stay happy..keep in touch worx.. *smilex*

piano*girl >.<

-there is a time 2 say hi..n a time 2 say good-bye..-

thinking of you @ 9:21 PM

Saturday, November 27, 2004

y m i always feelin so alone? honestly..im sick n tired of feelin dis way..when i read other ppl blog i c a lot of their blog is abt their day wif frdx..best frd..close frdx..haix..mine? more abt mi, myself n i? well..i noe frdx can b made..bt well..haix..oh well.....

sometimes i reali envy some of my frdx..they haf ppl 2 talk 2 when they r down..mi? haix..say liao hu will reali understand mi? hu will reali understand y i do sth? hu will reali say i understand n mean it..hu will reali b there n tell mi e rite way? haix..i noe sth n some decision r my own..im reali so lost..so lost..in a dark rm..where i find no1..no1 2 share my burdens..my sadness..my sorrows..

is tt y i wanna find a bf? cos i wanna b loved..cos i dun wanna b lonely? bt y? y do i still feel lonely when i haf him? y m i nt happy? y is life still so meaningless n bleak?! i cant stand it anymore...!! *where r u when i need u?!*

y some ppl can find their frdx..their frdship all so long..n i dun mean juz frdx..i mean best frdx.. or rather close frdx..mi? my close frdx all become juz frdx aft some time..ppl tell mi dun tink so much..i oso dun wan..bt..haix..i always haf nth 2 do..n start tinkin..argh!!

piano*gal

can i still hold on..??

thinking of you @ 8:20 PM

wat a way 2 spend my bday sia..haha..end up nv go bladin..i twisted my leg..!! can u all believe?! haha..oh well..guess i wun ever 4get my 16th bday..hahaha..hmm..den my sis fell so sick..i gt so worried sia..thank GOD my sis gt beta..*smilex*
oh ya..my grandparents oso injured themselves..wah..suddenly so many ppl injured..hope they will get well soon..yupx..
hmm..mon is choir farewell..i shld b gg ba..unless my sis get veri sick again *touchwood* ya..hope 2 haf fun..hope lata my dad get e digi cam..hehe..den i can bring go..ya..hehe..will haf so much fun..!!
tue is grad dinner le..so excited..haha..cant wait man..hehehehe..bt horx..i will sure b veri sad de..last day liao..haix..oh well..life goes? hehe..will still contact my frdx de ma..rite? hehe..

piano*gal >.<

-stay healthy my dear sis-

thinking of you @ 5:09 PM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 mi! hehe..
let's talk yest 1st..went out wif xiao wei..haha..n guess wat? saw dar yen wif some1 hehe.. hmm..had fun..tried 2 look 4 his present..haha..tot of sth..shall start doin it lata..yup yup..
havin saw throat nw..wif a bit of flu..haix..my bday oso sick..haha..GOD'S present 4 mi? a gd 1 act..cos HE remind mi 2 drink more water..hehe..thx GOD.. *smilex*
woke up 2day mornin..7 ppl msg mi last nite..hehe..thx u all..love u all..!! den juz nw..my aunt came n pass my mum my present..hehe..thx aunt..hmm..she gave mi 3tings..wah..sh muz haf spent a lot..cant wait 2 go out lata..tink im gg pasir ris park wif my dad n sis..den we go bladin..tink so la..hehe..wateva or whereva it is..im fine..hehe..oh ya..thx my sis 4 gettin mi a present..!! hehe..though it's small..bt im touched..love ya lotx sis..
k..shall update lata on my day..yup yup..tc every1..!!
piano*gal >.<
-love is like a blanket always keep us warm n cosy..thx 4 being my blanket dear..-

thinking of you @ 8:26 AM

Monday, November 22, 2004

4yrs of sec sch life ends 2day..haha..im free!!
went out happily..yet came hm in a sad mood...
went watch e incredibles..hehe..a great show..haha..so cool..yup yup..den walk walk..bought my sis her bday present..oh ya..he came along..saw a few of my schmates..bt i avoided them..haha..n saw dar ah yen..hehe..was shocked..yupx..she was wif her mum..ya..hmm act tml suppose 2 go out wif her bt she gt date le ba..hehe..gg wif xiao wei help her wif her prom clothes..yupx..hmm..next wk den meet up wif dar..kk? hehe..
hmm..talk abt juz nw..i was so tempted 2 end our r/s..hmm..bt *there's alwayx a but* we didnt..well..hard 2 explain wat i was feeling..so ya..haha..decided 2 gif him 1more chance..hope he will reali reali hold on 2 dis chance..ya..
piano*gal >.< alwayx by ur side...

thinking of you @ 8:04 PM

Thursday, November 18, 2004

hmm..feelin terrible nw..haix..back 2 hw i always felt..lost..confused..in a rm wif total darkness wif no light..haix..oh well..dun care la..dun wanna tink oso..so irritatin!
anyway 2day amaths was okok la..hehe..lost like 24 marks? oh well..i didnt reali study oso ma..so dun care lo..yupx..anyway yest didnt haf e mood..oh ya..i dreamt tt 2day paper..i did a lot of wrong..haha..gd ting it didnt happen..hehe..
piano*gal >.<
-heartbroken...- ________________X__________________X_________________
hmm..back 2 norm..hehe..miss ya my dear dear.. >.<>
piano*gal >.<

thinking of you @ 11:22 AM

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

quarrel again..haix..y do we seem 2 quarrel so often nw?! wat is happenin? will some1 tell mi?! shldi hold on? or shld i end? i dun wan 2 hurt any1..plx..some1..tell mi...
piano*gal
im in pain....

thinking of you @ 6:07 PM

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Don't be too good I will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
Bottom-line : A person who makes me love him is actually a person who loves me more than I love him. ________________x________________________x_____________ If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.
Bottom-line : Time will tell. If he's yours he will surely come back. ________________x________________________x_____________ Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you. Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.
Bottom-line : Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart. ________________x________________________x_____________ The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you happy, GO FOR IT. Remember that we pass this way only once.
Bottom-line : Time doesn't wait. If you think you might have found the right one, treasure the person, don't let that person get away. Don't let fear hold You back. Give it a try else you might regret later... "No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy." ________________x________________________x_____________ Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ..."I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go..." Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again

thinking of you @ 6:12 PM

2 more papers!! haha..yeah yeah..

hmm..2day hist was quite bad..there goes my humans..oh well..over liao..now is amaths..pretty scared amaths paper2 will b difficult..bt den horx..im already slackin..haha..anyway 2day hist..i studied more on china..yet i did germany..haha..i didnt noe hw do china..e qn quite tinkin de..hee

hmm..fri gg out!! hehe..finally..aft hw long?? mthx? hehe..im gg out wif my mum n aunt..go shoppin 4 grad dinner clothes..wonder wat 2 wear..a big headache man..wahahaha..

hmm..aft o comes my bday..haha..yay..

much 2 say liao..hehe..

piano*gal >.<

every mornin..u fill my mind..miss ya..

thinking of you @ 4:37 PM

Friday, November 05, 2004

2day amaths..well..wun say it's difficult..bt i lost a few marks already..bt it's considered 2MANY! haix..oh well..it's over..mayb e papers r already somewhere on a plane? hmm..dun care la..i muz try 2 do my paper 2..bt i tink paper2 will b more diffisult leh..cos paper is quite ez..yup yup..bt hor e last sec i noe hw 2 do a sum i didnt noe hw do..so in e end nv fin lo..oh well..haha

mon emaths paper2..den is chem..den bio..haha..muz cont 2 work hard..bt i tink i shall go choose wat course 2 take in poly liao..muz prepare myself..cos i dun haf confidence tt i can go jc liao..oh well..tt's mi..haha..

piano*gal

tinkin back of e days..i was happier..where is e sound of my laughter..e sound of joys..i've let every1 precious 2 mi down..esp MYSELF...

thinking of you @ 6:20 PM

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

3papers fin liao..ss leh..i practically dun noe hw 2 do my SBQ so ya la..no confidence..bt SEQ leh..i tink it was great leh..cos im best in tt chap..meanin i onli noe tt chap veri veri well..e rest a bit dun noe de..wahaha..

2day eng leh..hmm..reali dun noe hw 2 say oso..yupx..
compo: did topic on flight..
wrote sth similar 2 a story i read..haha..oh well..compre was ok la..heex..summary ting i nt enough pts though..bt mrs tan said it was veri ez..easier den some we did b4..haha..

phy leh..a lot of ppl say difficult leh..bt i tot was okok la..some dun noe hw do here n there bt overall was ok..yupx..hope 4 e best..

tml emaths paper 1 liao..lata go read up fomulaes haha..den shall study other sub..cos last min prac oso no use ma..rite? heex..hope tml paper will b juz nice..hehe..

piano*gal

A friend loveth at all time and a brother is born for adversity...

thinking of you @ 5:36 PM